bored=extra time for stacy to get in trouble.

i woke up today and ate breakfast, my ics worker came for like 15 minutes to bring a chair into my kitchen from my bedroom. then fredrick brought me to central honors philando meeting. i'm pretty sure i didn't fall once when we were at the event. i didn't push it so much when dancing to the dj because when this happened to me before, i ended up falling when dancing around and having to go to an emergency room. it was really nice because there was a time at the event after valerie castile made the speech she made where i got to hug her and thank her for doing everything she does and philando was a good man and he's in a better place- God takes his strongest soldiers first. i didn't even have to think about what to say to her, it was like someone was telling me what to say. i also was kinda surprised that i actually got to talk to her, i remember last time- she seemed too busy to talk to people. i think she remembered me though because she had to help me with my ride home since i'm pretty sure i took metro mobility and they unsurprisingly fucked it up. another volunteer told me that she remembered me and my pca from last time when she gave me a water. so i guess i'm an unforgettable person? i hope they remember me because i made a good impression on them. i know i usually remember people because of the shitty things they do but that may just be me because of my short-term memory caused by my traumatic brain injury.
no one has been assisting me get cartoon network back on my tv. it just went out and i'm pretty sure it's the only channel i can think of that i always watch and i don't get it anymore (the ics tells me i gotta talk to my trustee and when i talk to her about it- she tells me to find something else to watch.. IT'S NOT THAT FUCKIN EASY.. ESPECIALLY when i don't watch the news because i read that negative people typically watch the news and they always are pessimists)- so i don't have a job, i don't have cartoon network to occupy me anymore, i always seem to get in trouble when i'm bored- so consider this a warning. i read my books but after a while, it gets old or i lose concentration thinking about something else i should be doing.